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Grades

God is good all the time!!!! I passed all my modules this sem.
And as expected my worst grade this sem is Bioelectronics but yeah, the Lord gave me strenth to face this moment of truth and I say He is good!

Well as usual im not unveiling my grades because I'm not particularly proud of them and they aren't great or anything, but I am definitely proud of my God who helped me survived this sem! He is so great!!!!! He gives me strength everytime, without Him right now I should be in bed suffering a heart attack or some stroke ^_^. Thankfully His grace is great even if Im a sinner. He is my comforter and I love Him!

Fourth year here we come! May the Lord be with us!

Praise Him!

phoneless, pennyless...

haize.. im pretty broke and i need to pay my phone bills (whooping 4 months of unpaid bill, have not seen my bill for quite some time because of the not so efficient delivery system in ea... my bills were not in the floor mailbox neither in names starting with R mailbox, but was found in the others mailbox... gosh, i even found my mail in the others mailbox too... sometimes they just fail to deliver my mail... but it is ok, i still thank them for the free room delivery of mails it is just that i relied on them too much..) Im pretty ashamed of my bill >_<. never slacked in payment like this before... huhuhuhu...

so to someone whom im supposed to reply to, so sorry... it's not with the movie, it's just something wrong with us and then the movie... it is quite complex so will tell you about later when we get a heart to heart talk... haha i owe you two already...
i know you read this blog once in a while, kaya blog na lang muna and I am just hoping that you are able to read this post. when i get to activate my barred sim by this evening (if ever) i will sms you right away, ya? ^_^ sensya na po.

ahhh... ok better go back to my work work work...

God bless!

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p.s. yesterday went to a professional engineer, someone we can get approval from of our single line drawing schematic for a temporary supply for NDP, whose office is located just around the corner of our Lavender church... and the cool part is, he is also a Christian! gave me loads of comfort since I was quite tensed when I learned that I have to go there alone. I thank God also for showing me the way towards his office because it was in a way remote.

waaaaaaaaa.... after some munimuni, you know there are still some things that I need to understand substantially about my faith... about the Holy Spirit and all....

lift my head and jump

one more day and its weekend again! yay!!!!!!!!!

my desire

I always wanted to sing for the Lord, but when the opportunity comes I always fail to grab it. One may be because I am not experienced and thus not confident over it, joined choir before for the reason that I may become confident with my voice so I could sing for Him but you see...look at me ... still going nowhere. Another is because there are many others who want to sing for Him as well and who are experienced compared to me so better let them be. And I have mixed up priorities that I am not always available.

I love to dance for the Lord. Haize, the tambourine dance is another failure of my plans. For some reason...

I dont know how else I can serve the Lord when I am being useless right now...

Ahan! I will just have to use my smile and welcome God's children in church ^_^. My my, I might not be bad at it ...


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this post is quite random but it voices out some of my concerns.
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I have read the dailybread today (yay!)

it's about free fall... the story actually caught my eye. It is taken from Deutoronomy 32:10-11, verse 11 especially

(NIV) In a desert land He found him, in a barren and howling waste. He shielded him and cared for himl He guarded him as the apple of His eye, like an eagle that stirs up its nest and hovers over its young, that spreads its wings to catch them and carries then on its pinions.

Will write the story here to understand the verse (taken from the dailybread)

"A mother eagle builds a comfortable nest for her young, padding it with feathers from her own breast. But the God-given instint that builds that secure nest also forces the eaglets out of it before long. Eagles are made to fly, and the mother eagle will not fail to teach them. Only then will they become what they are meant to be.

So one day the mothers eagle will disturb the twigs of the nest, making it an uncomfortable place to stay. Then she will pick up a perplexed eaglet soar into the sky and drop it. The bird will begin to free-fall. Where is mama now? She is not far away. Quickly she will swoop under and catch the fledgeling in one strong wing. She will repeat this exercise until each eaglet is capable of flying on its own."

See how God's love for us is displayed all around us?

Free-falling is like the situations/problems/challenges that God allows to come our way and can sometimes be so scary that we think we are out of help and He is nowhere to be found. But fear not! For surely He will catch us, and He will keep teaching us to become who we are meant to be. It is very reassuring that we have a God like Him! A faithful loving God who never abandons His children!

"God's love does not keep us from trials but sees us through them!"

Wonderful is our Father!
Amen!

internship

here are some of the few things about my internship so far:

* A crash-course for autocad 2004 (single line drawing only) good thing I had an autocad 2000 background in school. Mighty glad it came to some use.

* Saw the seating gallery and the floating stage in Marina bay, it only houses around 25000 people with 600 VIP seats. The floating stage is interesting.

* Went inside the IR site in Marina bay as well and learned that even though it is still under construction the government is already earning at least S$1M per hour!

* We have a free bus from Jurong East...not bad...

* We will have a good pass in the NDP (National Day Parade) site and witness the thing just like the VIP.

* We will be dealing with power systems, man I use to just see those DANGER signs in generators around Singapore, now I get to enter beyond the DANGER sign!!!

* The other interns and I will have a prolonged internship (until mid-august)

* The colleagues in the office are nice understanding, non-stuck up people. I am so thankful to God.

* And what's amazing is that I wanted a hands-on intership, asked the Lord for it but I never stated it in my resume yet He gave me just the right one!!!!!!! I wanted an intern salary of S$600 just to survive and He gave me S$700! Amazing He is.... and the miracle part is, after waiting for so long for an internship, only after being prayed for by my youth group in church did I manage to get the internship without even an interview! Now that is cool! Praise the Lord!

My salary might be small but it is more than I need! Moreover, it might be small but I am looking forward for a good experience at work! I have so many things to learn in this one!

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hard core

Thanks everyone for your prayers! I finally got an internship that revolves around the NDP (National Day Parade)... Cool stuff, hard core electrical engineer stuff! Although the UE-Tradetec Senior Manager wanted someone who took the module I wanted to take (but I didn't because it is not offered every sem) , I guess it cant be helped. Thanks to Pisay, my experience in autocad 2000 somehow paid off otherwise I have to mug up on how to be a hardcore electrical engineer to get offered a job like that...

Imagine me with a hard hat, boots, and some electrical insulator outfit while wiring huge generators somewhere in Marina Bay; maybe in the floating stage or the fireworks boat etc etc...

aaaaah... is that me?

Crap... haha. I wanted to be an astronaut. =P. Haha again. This job is so unlady like. But yeah, machos like me can do it! okay, I'm quite scared that I wont meet my manager's expectations and I am unfamiliar with power electronics aside from the Fourier series and 3 "sine" wave AC supply (geee...i even forgot how it was called) and I am starting work this coming Monday and they all speak fluent Chinese and I'm cute *wink*...haha the last one is a joke but yeah it is nice to know he allowed to let go 2 days of work for me to go home and be a bride's maid. But I am all tensed up! I hope I am not the only one working as an intern there. I need companions even at least another undergrad. Is that too much to ask for? Im so insecure! I have a very low self esteem *Im cute!-->=P*.... But seriously, I need a new set of prayers for my internship... haize >_<

But I am glad nonetheless that I got an internship where I can learn loads of new stuff ^_^. Thank you God!

hard core

Thanks everyone for your prayers! I finally got an internship that revolves around the NDP (National Day Parade)... Cool stuff, hard core electrical engineer stuff! Although the UE-Tradetec Senior Engineer wanted someone who took the module I wanted to take (but I didn't because it is not offered every sem) , I guess it cant be helped. Thanks to Pisay, my experience in autocad 2000 somehow paid off otherwise I have to mug up on how to be a hardcore electrical engineer to get offered a job like that...

Imagine me with a hard hat, boots, and some electrical insulator outfit while wiring huge generators somewhere in Marina Bay; maybe in the floating stage or the fireworks boat etc etc...

aaaaah... is that me?

Crap... haha. I wanted to be an astronaut. =P. Haha again. This job is so unlady like. But yeah, machos like me can do it! okay, I'm quite scared that I wont meet my manager's expectations and I am unfamiliar with power electronics aside from the Fourier series and 3 "sine" wave AC supply (geee...i even forgot how it was called) and I am starting work this coming Monday and they all speak fluent Chinese and I'm cute *wink*...haha the last one is a joke but yeah it is nice to know he allowed to let go 2 days of work for me to go home and be a bride's maid. But I am all tensed up! I hope I am not the only one working as an intern there. I need companions even at least another undergrad. Is that too much to ask for? Im so insecure! I have a very low self esteem *Im cute!-->=P*.... But seriously, I need a new set of prayers for my internship... haize >_<

But I am glad nonetheless that I got an internship where I can learn loads of new stuff ^_^. Thank you God!